We’re Empty Nesters at last. I
have mixed feelings about marrying off the youngest. Not that I feel that way
about the marriage, I’m delighted with my new son-in-law, and all is as it
should be. I’m just feeling odd about the emptiness right now.
All totaled, my husband and I
have lived alone with just the 2 of us probably less than 2 years our entire
married life if you don’t count our mission. I know this post is a jumble. That’s
okay, that’s how I feel right now.
Daily life isn’t that different,
our daughter was rarely home. Sometimes we saw her in the morning before she
went to work, and at night we often had family prayer with her after she came
in. She was here a little more often than that, but not much.
Her room is nearly empty. All
that’s left is the furniture, and they can’t move that until their apartment is
finished. I’m itching to create my sewing/craft room. Still, I feel empty when
I look in and don’t see her dozens of shoes, etc. It has filled up a little
with wedding presents for now.
Her bathroom is also empty.
Thankfully, she left the bathroom rugs. I don’t think hot pink is her new
husband’s idea of decor. I didn’t plan to, but I moved my makeup into it
because she has much better light.
What are we going to do with
left-over treats when she isn’t here to take them to work?
I won’t see her friends any more.
I’ll miss her smile, and talking
to her even if only for a few minutes here and there.
I’ll miss the evenings she and
her friends came over to watch TV and play games.
The house is too quiet.
Going back to another reason the
house seems so empty. I’m thankful our daughter that moved in with us when we
moved in was here when we arrived home from our 9 month trip with her 2 children (one
was born while they were living here). Those first few days I really missed the
patter of little feet and childish voices even if we could at last set up our
office in what had been the grandchildren’s room.
When they moved out, I missed
having a “dish fairy.” Her husband always did our dishes. If he was home, he
removed them from the table as we finished eating and washed them. The pans
were already done. Sometimes when we got home for a later than usual dinner, he
had something ready for us. He is a great cook, and has cooked as a chef for restaurants.
He often worked the night shift, so we also left the porch light on for him.
It was great to have adults to
talk to in the house as well as the charming grandchildren. There’s much more,
but I don’t want to write a novel. This post is too long as it is.
Yes. We are in a better state,
and the children are as well. Life marches on. I try to live like my mother
said, “Enjoy each stage of your life while in it. Don’t waste your youth
wishing you were older, or your older years wishing you were younger.”
I miss leaving the porch light
on, but hey, we are saving on electricity. Now to tell you why we spent so
little time as just the two of us in our marriage:
Our eldest son was in a hurry to
get here, and was born a couple of months short of 1 year after we were
married. We were alone for a short time after our youngest started college and
before we went on our mission for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day
Saints for 1 ½ years in Thailand. During the last 5-6 months of that time, our
son lived with us so he and his family could watch our house while we were
gone.
We were alone while remodeling
the kitchen and bathrooms so we could sell our 2 story house. We were also in
an apartment for 5 months while looking for a house. When we moved in here, we
had the pleasure of welcoming our daughter, son-in-law, and their 1-year-old
daughter with us temporarily. That’s why we almost always had to leave the
porch light on. He worked the evening shift, and wouldn’t get in until the wee
hours of the morning.
We asked them to stay a little
longer than they had planned so they could be here while we went on a 9 month
road trip. When we got back, our youngest daughter had come back home. That
brings us back to last Friday, and her marriage that now leaves us with our
empty nest, and hardly any need to turn on the porch light.
